New me at 33

What would you do if you are just done but you just don't do what you know you're meant to. what do you do if you continue to get walked on, not setting your boundaries. Not telling people that they upset you, that what they do isn't okay to you. You get upset. You cry. You internally silent scream. You feel fragile but yet know you're strong. You continuously live your entire life for others even though you feel miserable. You have people around you in your home but you feel lonely. Do you know what you do. You stop it. welcome to my fuck you era.

I am going through a transition, a change in my life. I want to be better and do better but I feel conflicted and suffocated by thoughts. I need to declutter my house to declutter my brain. It is full and overflowing. I am overwhelmed and over stimulated. I spiralled so much yesterday I felt like I would never calm down. Today I have the come down of the 'tattoo shock' the guilt that I allowed myself to do it despite knowing it wasn't what I wanted.  The change, It's okay. I am good, I am fine. I am great, Everything is always and has worked out for me. I am a problem solver. I can do this life and find the peace and success I am searching for.